I have to keep telling myself the sun will come out again. The wheels of my life have literally fallen off of the bus. With all the suffering that has happened in the last year – I have to wonder when….
I keep telling myself that I’m at this juncture because just like a phoenix one must rise from the ashes. The last year has held my feet and emotions to the fire, while I had to duck left and right away from the soul crushing feelings of losing ALL of my closest loves. So lost in each moment I want so badly to give in, but then I tell myself – the sun WILL rise again. The universe keeps throwing flaming darts at me, more loss joining my life has left me no time to breathe. So lost in my emotions and wondering when this end, I have to keep reminding myself, the sun WILL come out again, but when?